Note: Sometimes one cannot tell the difference between purity and pure innocence,ignorance & indifference. Perhaps it could mean a little of each at different times.Only those who have trodden this path are qualified to look back and in doing so either celebrate or regret. When young, one can grasp the meaning of truth. As to what is wrong, it's like telling white from black. When one bids farewell to purity & ignorance, when the world becomes overcast, it becomes difficult to grasp what is pure. What remains within a person should be a crystal-clear knowledge in one's heart.

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NNadia feels that one night stands - sex without love- are brutish . NNadia respects homosexuals, but she will definitely choose a male to be her partner. NNadia will watch Category 3 movies because she is able to analyse things. NNadia perceives herself to be liberal in thought. What exactly is 'liberal in thought'? Has she ever exceeded the boundaries in her behaviour? Everyone has many 'faces'. However, you may not understand yourself very well. Just like NNadia. Is the NNadia we normally see anything like the real NNadia? 'Sacred', 'pure'- these are adjectives which make NNadia guilty-conscious. Could it be that she is not the NNadia we all know her to be? How much do we know of NNadia's emotional life? Sparks have often flown between her & friends outside the entertainment circle. What is regrettable is that they do not often last very long. What are the reasons? Sex without love - One Night Stands [NNadia] I feel that I'm a person with very liberal thoughts. I can accept many things- new ideas, new things- all these are acceptable to me. However, I am not liberal in behavior. I will not do anything bold. I only liberal in thought. Not in behavior. [Reporter] Actually, the term 'liberal' is very abstract. What is 'liberal in thought'? Different people will have different opinions and in NNadia's heart, she has a certain standard. She is able to accept anything that is not too extreme. Can she accept one night stands? [NNadia] Definitely not, because you will not be with the person again after that; definitely not, I think this is much too liberal, it has gone far beyond my standard. [Reporter] NNadia's reaction on this point is very strong. Should you have a friend who is like this , how will you view that person? [NNadia] I have to respect others. Everyone is an independent being. In everything you do, you have to be responsible to yourself, not to me. If I know of a friend who is like this, I will advise her; but I will not this (i.e. have one night stands.) One cannot have sex without love. On the contrary, to have love without sex is okay. To have sex without love is brutish . Why be a human being! The difference between man & animals is that the former has emotions & love, man's desires are of a higher standard. To vent one's desires is tantamount to being a beast. [Reporter] To put it in this manner is slightly censorious, what do you think? Fault. Having Done Wrong [Reporter] What about homosexuality? [NNadia] I respect and accept homosexuals because society is no longer the same. But if you were to ask me whether I would do it, I definitely will not. As far as I am concerned, people of the same sex can only be very, very good friends, good to the point of being misunderstood by others, but if I were to choose a partner, I'll definitely choose a male. [Reporter] Have you seen any Category 3 movies? [NNadia] Yes, however one cannot look at it from the point of pornography alone. Cat3 shows include those which are violent, extremely violent; pornography within violence, as long as it is not overboard can also be categorised as Cat3. I am a mature person, I will watch Cat3 movies. This world is full of different things, different knowledge, you can go understand, know, but as to whether you will do it, it depends on your analytical ability. [Reporter] Which is to say your analytical ability is very high! [NNadia]NNadia's teasing reply: I think it's quite high! I've studied for so long, I have not paid my school fees in vain. I'm not extremely smart where my studies are concerned but whatever education I've received has not been wasted. [Reporter] NNadia tells the writer that in whatever she does, she will not go overboard which is why she has never had any regrets. She says, [NNadia] I've done things that were wrong, but not in the area of being too liberal. [Reporter] Would you consider your recent intimate shot with Chen Jin Hong being liberal in behaviour? [NNadia] I passed my own test. However, the reaction from most people is positive. It could be that people are not clear about and have never seen this side of me before. I've always said "I am me", the side of me which everyone is familiar with is Side A. However, this time round, they are seeing Sides B & C. Hence they feel I'm liberal. [Reporter] You can see another side of NNadia based on a single paragraph & a single shot. It is possible that in the near future, everyone may get to see the third, fourth & fifth sides of cc as well. Can it be that cc wants to be a person with a thousand faces? Not Picky When Making Friends [Reporter] Many people wish to see NNadia thoroughly, they really want to see the real cc. However, it is very difficult to achieve this. What has cc to say to this ? [NNadia] If you want to know me, you must not take it from what I say because I will definitely praise myself more! Ha ,Ha , if you want to understand me, you have to be my friend, you're all welcomed. I am not picky when it comes to making friends . [Reporter] Would you be the first to apply since NNadia has openly welcomed all to be her friends? Do you clearly understand CSL ? I asked cc. NNadia Chan thoroughly, they really want to see the real NNadia. However, it is very difficult to achieve this. What has cc to say to this ? [NNadia] I'm a little clear. There's 80% clarity, I understand my behaviour very well but if you were to ask me what type of person I am, then there are many sides to me! Basically, I feel that I am extremely emotional & full of worries. [Reporter]NNadia says she has many faces. What the audience normally sees on screen is also the real side of cc. Yet, the healthy, simple cc that we are so used to seeing is not her image, it is the real cc! In what areas have you been most misunderstood? [NNadia] There are many misunderstandings. People feel that I am sacred, I can't live up to that. This adjective is very unsuitable. Besides, there are others who describe me as 'pure'('innocent'), it makes me guilty-conscious. Like I say, I choose a simple idea, I know many things. I'm also so big, I've seen & known many things, how can I be 'pure'. Only children can be 'pure'('innocent'). [Reporter] But that's how everyone describes you! [NNadia] That's why it should not be the case. Please use the right adjective to describe me next time. I would rather be called healthy. I'm really healthy. You should know - just look at my size ! s. People feel that I am sacred, I can't live up to that. This adjective is very unsuitable. Besides, there are others who describe me as 'pure'('innocent'), it makes me guilty-conscious. Like I say, I choose a simple idea, I know many things. I'm also so big, I've seen & known many things, how can I be 'pure'. Only children can be 'pure'('innocent'). [Reporter] Healthy, simple NNadia .She often thinks in simple terms. Is it possible that she has finally found a way out? NNadia Emotional World [Reporter] One seldom hears news about NNadia's emotional life. What exactly is her emotional life like? Empty or abundant? [NNadia] My emotional life is abundant. What is lacking is the boyfriend which everyone is concerned about. You will not be able to gather such news from me. In fact, sparks have flown in the past with people outside the entertainment circle. However, they seldom last long because the person will feel insecure. There are too many attractions in this line resulting in people not trusting me. [Reporter] NNadia said very frankly. Don't you feel this is very unfair? I asked. [NNadia] Very unfair. But I really do not want to waste people's time. I want to be decisive in matters off heart. I would give the other person more choice, I also feel that there are many singles around. [Reporter] Do you find it difficult to look for a true boyfriend? [NNadia] it's difficult! There is too much mutual mistrust. You need to spend a lot of time in a real love life. Perhaps 24 hours to prove how important he is to you & that I really care for him. This is not the right time. Besides love between a man & a woman, I have a very abundant emotional life. Work to me is something I cannot do without. That is why I am not anxious. I am also young & do not really know how to look after others. [Reporter] Is a love life important to you ? I asked incessantly. [NNadia] It's quite important at this time. Should the ideal person appear, it will be very important. But should he not appear, I am not too anxious to arrange for his appearance because his work is different from mine. [Reporter] How many times have you dated? [NNadia] It is not the actual/real thing. Sparks, there many been lots, but they do not last long. To know too much can be quite frustrating. It is best not to know too much in a good emotional life. [Reporter] The man NNadia likes is someone she can really talk to. She is not particular about his height, whether or not he is bespectacled. How long will it take for NNadia to find her soul mate?